I love my best friends. I love my friends. I love my classmates. I love my acquaintances. I don't hate anyone. I say I do, but I don't. I try to be angry at people, but can't hold grudges very long. I try to pretend like nothing's wrong, but it's like I'm living a lie. I hate being this way... I hate acting like I'm something I'm just not. I'm not strong. I'm not all smiles like everyone sees. I'm not confident, and I'm not brave.
People can think I'm just this self-centered bitch who's so confident and smart with the perfect life and the perfect family, but that's not me at all. Some friends will probably disagree with me, but yeah. I am a bitch. And yes I can be self-centered. I have talked shit and I have made more mistakes and can't even correct half of them. I'm not hoping or trying to correct any at this point. I've hurt so many people and myself in the process. I've never felt more depressed in my life, but, at the same time, never appeared so happy... Only question left I guess is...
Where Do I Go From Here?
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